at Your feet...

I seem to have this really bad habit of making decisions and doing things on my own..on my own meaning without God. Time after time after something like this happens..I always get a nudge from God saying "why wont you just trust me, and let me me a part of your life?" It's been quite a while since God and I have been on talking terms, and I've been trying my best to fight the struggles I've been faced with on my own. Lastnight was probably the first time in a while that God and I have had a chat...and he really showed me that I need to take a step back and just let him write my story..instead of me trying to push the ideas on his pen. SoI said.. "At Your feet, surrender my life, my whole self to Your plans! No more of my own interferences...no more decision making without Your imput, I trust You!"